They are only children

Pregnancy Uncategorized

Fragmented thoughts like puffy white clouds blown away by the South Easter

Too many emotions and pregnancy hormones make me feel like I’m losing my mind;

My patience with the boys is at an all-time low, I seriously need to be a better teacher

The worries and stresses are sometimes too much, some peace I must find.

 

I scream and I shout when I don’t get listened to

I MUST remember they are only children and it’s just my hormones that are making me crazy

I find fault in everything I do, how am I going to be a good mother to three never mind two?

My husband does so much to help around the house, I feel like I need to do more, stop being lazy.

IMG_20170214_181931_799a
Taken on Valentine’s Day

How can you crave everything dairy but then suddenly develop pregnancy induced lactose intolerance?

Or get told you need to have a caesarean when all you wanted was to try and birth naturally?

I can’t go to the loo or take a shower in peace, I can do absolutely nothing without an audience

I’m overwhelmed, I need to take a break, I need to do something to get through the rest of this pregnancy happily.

 

I love being pregnant, I love my family, I’m looking for things in my life that will lift my mood

I have a job, I’m healthy and able, and I have so much support and a lot more love;

I’m looking forward to seeing this baby, oh that and the fact that I can eat all the food

I should be grateful and complain less, I should give thanks to God above.

20170327_112341
12 weeks along
Follow us on social media to see more

0 thoughts on “They are only children”

    1. Thanks Charlene! 🙂 I think there is just so much going on, that I don’t know where to turn and some days are so much harder than others. I’ll be okay, I know I will. Yesterday wa just a hard day 😀

  1. Just remember to give yourself a break as well! There are too many things that you have no control over and it can be overwhelming. Good luck with the rest of your pregnancy and enjoy your boys.

    1. Aaah I know I made it sound super terrible but I think I was just having a hard day yesterday. The boys are great (most times lol) and I’ll get over the overwhelming feeling soon, I’m sure. Thank you for your kind words 🙂

Leave a Reply

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *