Fragmented thoughts like puffy white clouds blown away by the South Easter
Too many emotions and pregnancy hormones make me feel like I’m losing my mind;
My patience with the boys is at an all-time low, I seriously need to be a better teacher
The worries and stresses are sometimes too much, some peace I must find.
I scream and I shout when I don’t get listened to
I MUST remember they are only children and it’s just my hormones that are making me crazy
I find fault in everything I do, how am I going to be a good mother to three never mind two?
My husband does so much to help around the house, I feel like I need to do more, stop being lazy.
Taken on Valentine’s Day
How can you crave everything dairy but then suddenly develop pregnancy induced lactose intolerance?
Or get told you need to have a caesarean when all you wanted was to try and birth naturally?
I can’t go to the loo or take a shower in peace, I can do absolutely nothing without an audience
I’m overwhelmed, I need to take a break, I need to do something to get through the rest of this pregnancy happily.
I love being pregnant, I love my family, I’m looking for things in my life that will lift my mood
I have a job, I’m healthy and able, and I have so much support and a lot more love;
I’m looking forward to seeing this baby, oh that and the fact that I can eat all the food
I should be grateful and complain less, I should give thanks to God above.
12 weeks along
I hope the overwhelming feelings disappear soon, so you can just enjoy this time. And you look lovely – one more thing to be grateful for. 🙂 x
Thanks Charlene! 🙂 I think there is just so much going on, that I don’t know where to turn and some days are so much harder than others. I’ll be okay, I know I will. Yesterday wa just a hard day 😀
We all have those tough days… and you just happen to be baking a tiny person in there as well, which is no small deal. I hope today is better. ❤️
Just remember to give yourself a break as well! There are too many things that you have no control over and it can be overwhelming. Good luck with the rest of your pregnancy and enjoy your boys.
Aaah I know I made it sound super terrible but I think I was just having a hard day yesterday. The boys are great (most times lol) and I’ll get over the overwhelming feeling soon, I’m sure. Thank you for your kind words 🙂
Ah Kim- it’s just preggy blues. All will be fine and best of luck
Thank you so much! Never even thought of it being preggy blues. 😀
Keep calm and go Camping! Lol…
Lol! We need to go camping again soon! I had so much fun 😀